Thursday, 29 May 2014

The Mysterious Wisdom of the Ancient Orient




"Knowing others is intelligent.
Knowing yourself is enlightened. 

Conquering others takes force.
Conquering yourself is true strength.

Knowing what it is enough is wealth.
Forging ahead shows inner resolve.

Hold your ground and you will last long.
Die without perishing and your life will endure."

- Tao Te Ching

I seem to have started talking about religion in yesterday's comments, I wasn't sure if that was going to come up in this blog.

A very long time ago I talked about being a philosophical Taoist, as opposed to a religious Taoist. I've since learned that the distinction is phoney and problematic - so-called 'philosophical' Taoism is an edited-down version of Taoism concocted by Confucians for Western audiences during the earliest periods of cross-cultural contact, with all the folky bits taken out to save embarrassment. A very rough equivalent might be reducing the Bible down to a couple of books centred around the parables of Jesus and his overall social and philosophical message while trimming out all the hard-to-swallow stuff about miracles, divinity, resurrection, prophecies etc.

'Philosophical' Taoism focuses almost entirely on two books, the Tao Te Ching and the Way of Chaung Tzu, which are more or less the central texts of real Taoism. Historically, there is a colossal amount of Orientalism embedded into the Western consumption of these books and Taoism generally - the usual Californian privileged nonsense, you know the drill: Confucius say, do whatever you feel like and don't feel bad about it. Many serious Taoist scholars pretty much take the approach that if you're not Chinese, there is really no good reason for you to claim any sort of adherence to, or membership of, the Taoist tradition, and that "Western Taoism" (for which associations and centres exist) is total bullshit and actually often patronising to the Chinese (the obvious subtext of 'philosophical' Taoism being 'we are doing it better than you, you illiterate and superstitious peasant').

Fair points all, and I don't think I would now claim to "be" a Taoist (first line of Tao Te Ching: "Tao called Tao is not Tao") - but I do claim to be a Latourian, and there is no question that reading these books, maybe ten or fifteen years ago now, had a surprising effect on me as they have many other Westerners over the years - that is, they have their own form of agency when translated not just into English, but into modern Western contexts.

This is not totally by historical mistake, either - scholarship suggests that the popularity of the Tao Te Ching across China when it first emerged during the Hundred Schools of Thought period depended in part on its delocalised, deregionalised, dehistoricised nature:

"The Tao Te Ching [...] is all but unique in early Chinese literature in that it does not contain a single reference to history or personal names of any kind. The speaker and those to and about whom he or she speaks are all equally anonymous, and the pronouncements of the text dwell in a kind of void, like so many timeless axioms, which is what they have often been compared to." - Burton Watson, introduction to the Stephen Addiss and Stanley Lombardo translation of the Tao Te Ching (generally regarded as the best)
So while it is almost certainly "inauthentic" to become attached to the two key texts while conveniently ignoring the rest of Taoism, it's not entirely surprising that these two texts, in particular the Tao Te Ching, have had the staying power and reach they've had.

It might make more sense to think of 'Western Taoism' not as a religion or philosophy, but as a historical phenomenon or process in which certain texts interact with individual people's values, worldviews and actions. Sometimes the person's ego is too strong for the text to infiltrate and influence the person, and the text is simply absorbed into that person's psychic armoury, and/or displayed as part of the person's outward-facing social armour. This is where it gets a bit Orientalised and culturally appropriative.

But sometimes the text is strong enough to change the person over time, get in there and start rewiring. I certainly remember reading the Tao Te Ching for the first time and just thinking "yep, it all makes sense now, spiritual quest over, cheers". It didn't change my behaviour overnight ("Accept your insignificance." OK boss!) but it's slowly chipped away and will continue to do so, I expect.

There is a notion that the official lives his working life according to Confucianism and then is a Taoist in his free time and in retirement. I think maybe I was hoping to find a way to go "full Taoist", get a low-paying job at a small firm, working with my hands, developing a technical skill, no office politics or any reason to use the internet, etc. Maybe this just isn't quite the time, I'm not ready yet, the path hasn't emerged. I'm only 33.

Wednesday, 28 May 2014

Pretty deep in the hole here

Dawning on me that this just hasn't worked. I'm going to end up back in PR or comms, aren't I? Oh god oh god oh god. Deep breath.

Tuesday, 27 May 2014

Freedom achieved, followed by immediate panic

Charity report and pub article filed, no more commitments, about three or four hours of satisfied relaxation followed by a wave of total panic. The phony war is over, the real job search begins now... let's see what happens!

Monday, 26 May 2014

Sauerkraut breaking news

Just actually ate some of my sauerkraut in a meal for the first time - dumped it over some leftover chorizo and lentil stew thing Jess made. At the first bite, the thought "God is good" flashed across my mind. I think this is going to change my life.

Slow news day

I have a little radio that sits on my bathroom sink. It's analogue, and tuned to some random pirate station.

Except just now the station did an ident - it's actually tuned to Rinse FM!

The radio on my SINK... tuned to RINSE FM!!!

Enjoy the rest of your bank holiday.




Sunday, 25 May 2014

New Commandments draft 3





Don't worry I'm not going to fixate on this list! I think this is now in decent shape. The ones I've taken out are not less important, it's more that I hope that by following the ones below, one will naturally be led to the others. In fact, I almost think that the coffee one alone could unlock everything. 

THE FIVE NEVERS

1. Never walk down the street holding coffee.

2. Never let anyone see you check your phone.

3. Never surf the internet to alleviate boredom.

4. Never use social media to address your loved ones all at the same time.

5. Never eat or drink in the most gentrified place in your local area.



The volunteering thing was a bit preachy, I guess. I'm hoping that the ban on going to the most gentrified place in your local area will do a lot of knock-on work - going to 'rougher' places, starting to take a more holistic view of your local area (i.e. not as a blank slate to be improved), maybe going on to then volunteer locally, if it feels appropriate. It's more about your attitude to other people near you than volunteering per se. 

I've punted on the competitive taste issue - it's hard to think of one injunction that will elegantly disrupt such behaviour. I'm hoping that the injunction on "broadcasting" and using the internet recreationally will do some of the work there. Thing is, though, I think we all do the competitive taste thing to some extent and it's not all bad, I suppose it depends on how "friendly" the competition is? Or to what extent you are able to detach yourself from your own tastes. But yeah, very complicated. 

New Commandments draft 2

Just editing down:

1. Do not walk down the street holding coffee.

2. Don't use the internet for recreation or to alleviate boredom, unless you are at work.

3. Only communicate with the people you care about directly, never address them as an undifferentiated mass. (aka Thou shall not tweet or post status updates)

4. Refrain from celebrating gentrification. Don't eat or drink in the most gentrified place on your high street.

5. Be price-sensitive: don't buy things that seem unnecessarily expensive.

6. Once a month, go eat or drink somewhere you think looks a bit rough.

7. You always look undignified when checking your phone. Never let anyone see you do it.